I haven't been able to do this because I found it so upsetting. but then I though how do his family cope, and they probably cope better than anybody I know would be able to. I remember Ryan trying to get in my car covered in paint from timber town, and when I told him no! he got a fit of the giggles. Ryan, Luke and Jake had to strip down to their pants before I would let them in the car. Ryan though this was hilarious and his giggles infected us all. A very happy day xx